O hey, there you are! Or rather, you probably thought that about me.
You know, when I was working, I had a whole lotta time to devote to looking up make up tips (makeupalley.com- best site evah!), reading blogs, writing a blog...let's face it, we were slow, hence my job loss.
Now, I'm a stay at home mom, taking care of a house ('cause o' yes, the fact that I am home has been abused by all), looking for a job (when I get a few minutes). I HAVE NO TIME FOR ANYTHING! I don't resent this time...not at all. But I wish there were a firmer wall between "you should look for a job" and "you should be a stay at home mom", because we don't have that. Thoughts change every night and the team goes from left to right. In both of us. Not Dean, he's team Stay At Home Mom team all the way. But he doesn't pay the bills.
We can make it. we think, without my unemployment checks, but we're not sure. DAMN THE LAST ELECTIONS! Although my husband encouraged that sweep....I don't think it was the right avenue, not for this state, but, sigh, whatever.
I apply for jobs every week. Many, ok, most, I am no where near qualified for. What I did....the job market just hasn't picked up in that area yet. It will be awhile I'm afraid. If ever. So I may have to reinvent myself.
I'm ok with that, if someone willl pay me money to test their skin care line and wear Wendy Williams wigs!!!!