I'm feeling better. Much better. In fact, maybe this unemployment thing ain't so bad.
I want us to have more money....sure, who doesn't want more money. And I am a bit nervous about what's going to happen after my severance pay is gone...how hard will it be...but I've got a few more weeks until that. April 15th. The D Day of No Mo Money. Oh, and if someone once convinced you that you get 80% of your pay while you are on unemployment....HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA...uh no. Not even a fraction of what I made a month. And if it weren't for the new Cobra discount (Thank you Mr. Obama)...every dime I made on unemployment would go to our health care costs. So, it's not good.
But being home....IS GREAT.
We've had a few set backs....now that I'm home, Dean no longer wants to go to school. And can you blame the kid? Let's face it, I'm cool as hell to hang out with. So that's a constant struggle in the morning.
But being able to spend more time with him and Chris, has been AMAZING.
It's been an easy road so far besides that...and yes, the end of April will change the dynamics, drastically, but we'll see how it goes. Chris and Dean would both love me to stay home. We'll see.
I've never been a "career" woman. I work to play, and I want to enjoy what I do, that's about it. But I don't want to lose touch with the industry that I work in at the same time (oh, really? Now you use ROBOT JETS to move the furniture AND the people??? Shit on a stick!!)
I have my first interview on Monday. It's a job that I think I would actually be a good fit for....and yet, part of me wants to stay status quo. Chris has said multiple times that he hopes that I DON'T get the job.
And part of me agrees.
How does one decide what's right?
More importantly. K Wal, whats on for St. Patty's??? I'm unemployed, I am going to go out!